Just thought I would tell another story about me Enjoy.

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Today it's raining, though it's a hot day. It was a day like this, you know, a day warm but wet that got me into writing the first time and it all started with a narrative.

Back then, I wasn't the best of writers, flunking English and desperate to past to make mum happy. I was year eight then. I was horrible at spelling, no seriously, I was . Anyways, we had to do a narrative for English and I had no inspiration until it began to rain.

This was the first time I created Riven, Chelsea and Brandon.

The story was a little similar to the one I'm currently writing expect there was a lot of differences to it. Anyways, the rain somehow inspired to me to write a narrative about three magical warriors. Anyways, I wrote it and handed it up and when I got it back (with heaps of red writing) i had a note. Can't remember what it exactly said but it was something like

"Very interesting story, hope to hear more about them soon".

I was...well thrilled. No teacher really liked my writing because I was poor at it. Truly, I was the worst and if it makes anyone feel better, I was at a year four writing standing in year eight. very very poor.

The second narrative was the conclusion to the first one and my teacher really liked it.

Shorty after this, my friend convinced me to read novels to improve my vocabulary and the first book I read was "Daughter of the Blood" by Anne Bishop. Seriously, what a book to start of with when your writing at a year four status.

However! Anne Bishop inspired me to write my own book. This was the first time I was serious about writing. I re-invented Chelsea, Brandon (later renamed to Landon Brandon) and Riven. I created the characters Joseph Lux _{(a lot of Joseph's overacting personality was based of Joey Wheeler from Yu-Gi-Oh, oh I remember that part of my life when Yu-Gi-Oh ruled it *sighs* Joey...)} >.>. Marcus was later created as Joseph friend and Riven's _{(thought friend)} Rival.

I got that story written within a year. Poor English mind you, my friend spent four hours on the first chapter pointing out my mistakes lol.

Not to mention that was the first rape scene I wrote in...it...

Ah shit, I wasn't meant to mention that

Yes, I had my first rape scene and no, it wasn't a girl getting raped in it...and no, it wasn't yaoi. Geez, I was still innocent when I wrote that story damn it!

Anyways, within the next year, I finished the second one and was very proud until...yep you guessed it, until it got corrupted.

Never mind, printed off the first version anyways

I did managed to save it but I thought (when I reached year ten) that it needed improving but it was impossible to read through and change so it meant re-writing it but I didn't want to do that, so I re-created the series.

Chelsea was a Uni student who fell in love with a man who was the angel of death and yes, you guessed it again, rain inspired me.

The first "date" scene was based on an event that appeared in my head one day. I was hanging around the back yard in light drizzle when I started talking to myself _{(I'm never ashamed to admit that I talk to myself, it really helps me think things through)} as if I was Chelsea talking to Marcus.

When the scene finished, I scribbled it down.

The second scene inspired was the first "break up scene" between Marcus and Chelsea. Also the first fight scene between Chelsea and Benjamin was done on a rainy day.

I think it makes my job easier when it rains because in all the scenes it rains in my book, it tends to involve Chelsea one way or another. Chelsea being a water mage means that Rain makes her stronger and because back then she was based on me, it made me feel stronger that before.

However, this story was scrapped TT.TT

Now though, I tend to be inspired by songs based on rainy days sometimes I listen to music with rain in the background _{(Eternal by Evanescence is AWESOME!)} or sometimes when it rains, I sit out at the back with a cup of tea and watch the water dripping off the leaves on our trees, watch the water drip into puddles etc.

It's funny to think about it now, to think that a lot of things were written on rainy days. Maybe it's the thought of rain being...well rain always feels lonely to me. Silence, cold, and wet, but it always makes me think of something mother like. without water, things wouldn't grow, we wouldn't exist...

I'm sorry, I've dragged on and I know I could have easily deleted this stuff, but I think that because it's out there, it makes me feel some what better that people know what I think and feel like.

Writing is my life and I love it when people appreciate it and me for the same reason. A good writer is only good when they have good inspiration and good characters, but what makes a better writer is a writer that expresses themselves through their inspiration and characters, that makes you feel for them. Makes you happy when they're happy, makes you sad when they're sad, makes you cry when they're crying. That makes a good author!

Now that I've written heaps, it is now time for me to do some writing for now that it's raining, I can think.

Thank goodness the next three days we're going to have rain *hooray!*

Baibai!!